Showing posts with label worry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label worry. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

If you find my mind

Could you send it back? I seem to have lost it somewhere along the way today or maybe it was yesterday. I've called it and called it and it refuses to come home. Its not a bad mind, but it has been having some wild and crazy thoughts lately.

If it will come home and try to be sane, I promise not to make it work too hard or think too much.. Or at least I will try. It constantly runs it seems... It no longer walks, or sleeps or anything, but run rampant.

But I do need it back, so if you see it, please send it home.

Monday, June 15, 2009

How Do You Live In The Present Without Worrying About the Future

Does anyone have the answer to the above question? I no longer worry about the past. It doesn't matter and I can't change it now. I've made people mad, ticked them off, and ruined friendships because I speak my mind. Which is not a bad thing to speak your mind, but I guess you have to learn to do so tactfully, and I've been told many times, I lack that skill. But seriously, how do you live in the present and not worry or think about the future and how the decisions you make today are going to affect your future? I've been pondering this a lot lately. I sometimes visit a really dark place when I do, but I'm fighting to stay away from there. I know that I am not alone, and that God is here with me and is protecting me, and guiding me...but I crave His attention. I want as my sister says, "A burning bush" to tell me what I should be doing.... God Please just help me with the decisions that have to be made and what and where I should be.. L