Saturday, June 6, 2009

Sunday June 6, 2009 - Parkerson Family Reunion

Today is the first Parkerson reunion that I will have attended. This is my mother in laws side of the family. I've been to several Farnsworth reunion since I married into the family. We are having this at Good Hope Baptist Church, where Momma Aliene is a member. Lunch is suppose to be at noon. I made a pasta/turkey, fresh tomatoes and onion salad, with Light House Italian dressing, black pepper and Parmesan cheese. It smells really good and the bad thing is that it is only 9:45am CST. I could eat it all right now. I'll probably post some more later today when we get home. Just wanted to say Good Morning. May God Bless you all.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Late Night Post

Well I'm getting ready to stop for the night. My dogs are in bed, and we went out for dinner tonight. Probably shouldn't have, but we needed a date night. I changed the profile picture to my husband and my puppy. We had just gotten her about 3 weeks before this picture was taken. She only weighed 96 pounds then. She is probably closer to 120 now. She is a big old baby. However, she can blocked my way and she loves to play tag. Well I hope everyone had a good day. It turned out better than it started. May God keep you all safe and sound and healthy and happy. Good night.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Strangeness of Life

Strangeness of Life


It is strange how you can get one phone call and it can change your life forever. The ripple effect is truly amazing. You change the way you think, they way you look at things and some times the way you act. The changes that happen can stem from fear, love, excitement or any number of other emotions or feelings.

You never forget those phone calls. You remember those for the rest of your life, no matter how long or how short. You remember the emotions that went through your body, the thoughts that went through your mind and everything in between.

You may walk around in a daze for what seems like days or weeks but are only minutes. It is truly amazing how your body and mind interact and no words need to be said or thought, it just happens. You move in slow motion but aren’t really. You almost have tunnel vision and no matter how fast you try to get to where you need to be, it seems like you drive for hours and you’ve only traveled a few minutes or a few miles.

Everyone has probably been there at some point in your life. Maybe you were waiting for a call to say a baby has been born or that your daughter has called and said “I’m in labor. Meet us at the hospital.” Or it could be a call from a family member saying that the loved one that has been sick or ill has finally made the last journey and is home with our Savior. We all wait for phone calls or messages at some point in our life. Unfortunately it is not always good news or something that you really want to hear.

I’ve recently experienced that heart wrenching moment for a second heart stopping time in my life and it seems that your life is never going to go back to what it was and maybe that is the way it is suppose to be. May be that is your wake up call from God, and He is telling you it is time to stop, listen and follow your faith in Him. Maybe it is God telling you that if things don’t change and you don’t start paying attention to Him, there is nothing He can do.

I’m sure that we will all go through trials and tribulations in our life, and each one either causes us to fold in on ourselves or they make us stronger and teach us to lean on God for His strength and to lean on each other when we need help. It is one of the most helpless feelings you can have though and you just want it to go away.

Sometimes when these moments in life happen, you think you are having a dream and you just want to wake up and know that is what it really was, just a dream or maybe a nightmare, but then reality sinks in and you know that the situation is not going away.

You have to learn to depend on God not only in those times but every day in our lives. We need to turn to him instead of our drug of choice or alcoholic beverage of choice to escape the emotion of the moment. Believe me there have been times recently that I would have rather snorted myself in to another world, or drank myself into unconsciousness, but that isn’t me any longer. I have to remember and so should we all, that we are not super humans. We have to have others to help us along the way and more than anything else in life, we have to have God. We have to learn to trust in what His word tells us and we have to believe by faith not by sight.

Its like jumping off the side of the pool for the first time into your parent’s arms, you have trust that He will catch you no matter what, where, why or when. God is our safety net and even though we will still have to face those times in our lives when everything gets flipped upside down, wrong side out, we have to trust that He will always be there to catch us and not let us drown. You can’t however just sit there and think that God will solve your problems, if you don’t ask for His help, how is He going to know what you need.

Prayer is one of the best things around and you don’t have to be a deacon or a minister or whatever to pray to God. God hears us even when we think He isn’t listening. You can talk to God just like you talk to your best friend. There is no right way or wrong way to pray. God knows when we speak from our hearts and that is how we should pray, from our hearts.

Take the time to look at the life around you, God is every where we look. How an atheist can look around and say there is no God, just blows my mind. Make a phone call to God. You don’t have to say much, just speak from your heart. God will hear you and He will answer you, just remember it is in His time, not ours.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Need Book Publisher

Hi there, If there is anyone who knows a book publisher that is currently seeking new work, please add a comment. I have 3 romance novels and I'm also finished with a work dealing with life's rollercoaster of emotions. It is called Scattered Thoughts. So give us a shout and let us know if you know anyone. I've been writing since I was about 14 and have 3 completed books, 6 in various stages, and a few poems. I love writing! It is my escape from all the depressing news in the world.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Internet Scammers

Please, please, please research anything you decide to do that is offered on the internet. There are tons of high paying PTR or PTC out there advertising, large payouts if you upgrade through liberty reserve and then you never get paid once you complete all their requirements. Not only should you check them out on google, and snopes, but check with the better business bureau as well. It is sad that people can set up these scams, prey on innocent people, and get away with it. If you check them out and can't find anything bad and you start or sign up, keep checking back with google, snopes and the BBB to see if anyone has reported anything. If it sounds too good to be true than you might want to not waste your time, because it is probably a scam. If you have been scammed with something like this, get as much info together as you can, copies of correspondance and such, and file a claim with the BBB and Internet Crime division of the FBI and the attorney general for the state in which they are located. If they are in a foreign country, you may have to find out what you can go to file against them. They should all be removed from the internet, once it is known they are scammers.