Life is not often how we plan things or how we want things to be. Our lives are in God's hands and he directs us but we have free will to do or make our choices. There are always two paths before us. It is our decision as to which one we take. I currently have two paths before me and just not sure which way to go. Neither is a wrong path but they will definitely have two different outcomes. I'm not sure what I'm ready to sacrifice for them.
I know that I just need to pray and the path will be shown to me. I hope everyone has a prayer relationship with God and a daily walk with Him. Mine is not what it has been and I find it difficult to stay focused these days.